From the recording this is how it goes
Lyrics
You laid it in the grave from the get go
Time to let go before it ever left the ground
It’s all a game, each round an echo
Of a place i’ve often borrowed but never found
And I’m coming undone
Tryin to ease the pain of rarely having won
And Im starting anew
Growin tired of trying to follow rules for you
Ignore what can’t be changed, that’s what they tell me
Meant to sell me on the better days to come
Till what remains is far from healthy,
Towing lines between the living and the numb
And I’m coming undone
Tryin to ease the pain of rarely having won
And Im starting anew
Growin tired of trying to follow rules for you
I’m finding joy in waiting
Ignoring feeling jaded
Testing all my patience
And a little fear
The sweet anticipation
Bound in my frustration
Torn by expectations
But I’m still here
And I’m coming undone
Tryin to ease the pain of rarely having won
And Im starting anew
Growin tired of trying to follow rules for you
And I’ve only just begun
Tryin to ease the pain of rarely having won
And Im starting anew
One last straw to help me see this through